My Scars from LifeI feel the scarson my soulwill never fade away.The cut are so deepthat they won't ever heal.The wounds are from battlewith myself and othersAnd from carrying burdensI was not meant to carry.What has the world done to me?Why has it scarred me this way?More importantly,What scars did you contribute?
The Light in DarknessThere will always bedarknessdespairpovertyand warBut there will always be a lightno matter how smallto look to.We just have to believe it's there.Our light has a name.It's Hope.
Alone, Never AgainAloneWandering through the fogwith no lightno guideAlonebutI see a glowFar away, faintbut it comes closerand, holding the light, I see,My guide,a companiona friendAlone?Never again
Love is LoveLove is Love.Love will always be Love.No matter who it is.Boy and BoyGirl and GirlBoy and Girl.Love is Love.Love will always be Love.Why can't people just accept it?BoyfriendsGirlfriendsBest Friends.Love is Love.Love will always be Love.And that's the way it should be.
This Sadness InsideWhy is it that I feel sounloved?dejected?put down?What is about you,that you won't let me choose?One push is enough.I can't take this.This sadness inside
My Own Yellow Brick RoadThere is a path I must follow.Fate and coincidence will lead me.Things will try to lead my astray,but I won't let them.I knowat the end of this yellow brick roadI will find my Oz.Then, there really will be somethingover the rainbow.
Dear WorldDear World,I'm tired,very tired,of those names you call me,how you put me down,and the pain you give.It's not fair?Why focus on me?I guess it's better this way,you hurt me, rather than the people I care about.But, I suppose it doesn't bother you one bit.I hurts that I'm broken, scarred, and useless.But I'm tired now.I have said what I needed to.I have shed my last tear.I will soon take my last breath.You made me who I am, World.I hope you're happy.
Writing the UnwrittenA blank page stares at me,waiting to be written on.But my mind is blank.There's nothing to write.No, there's always something to write.Just have to find the inspiration.Time passes,and still nothing comes to mind.Finally, I pick up my pen and write.I found my inspiration.I'm writing the unwritten.
A GuardianI need a signsomething, anythingto let me knowyour here with me.That you won't leavewhen times get tough,That you'll stay with me.I'll need a shoulder to lean onwhen the world is crumbling around me.Promise you'll stay.I'll need some form of hope.
I Don't Have A Title For This OneDon't say helloIf you can'tHandle a goodbye,Put up with the rain,Hide your broken memoriesWith tears the rain hides..Misery comes,Love, pain happiness..FadesIf a hello comes again..The goodbye..Wasn't the last one
StupidYou're not stupid. Just beyond the boundaries of intelligent.
I miss youI miss youwith all of my heartIMissYouI. n the darkness when the sun is hidden behind the earth,M. y heart aches to see you again.I. want to hear your voice, and, for all it's worth,S. orry,for feeling, being so insane.S. o sorry for not being everything you needed when,Y. ou took my hand and said you loved me.O. ut of fear I held back a while but some how, some then,U. nder all of my doubts you broke the skin, you could seeMy love for you broke free.andI.Miss.You.
DeathI'm not afraid of death, afraid to die.Afraid to sit, and watch time pass me by.I've come to realize, death shouldn't be feared,It should be honored, cherished, revered.Time wears on, and we wear thin.Till there's nothing left, but bone and skin.Your time will come, don't ever doubt that.So why don't you greet it, with a tip of your hat?
Why do You?You were the best that ever happened to meso why did you turn out to be this way?Do you even care about meor care that I'm still here?What has happenedthat made you to turn out this way?Why do you not talk to mewhy do I feel so left out?Do you even caredo you even know if I'm still alive?Why do you pretendthat I'm not here?What has happenedthat made me become close to youDo you understandthat I care, that I worry?Why have you hurt me....why have you made me cry...Do you even understandthat you meant a lot to me?Never had a siblingnever had a true familyso why did you hurt meor was it your intention all along?Why do I bother tryingwhy do I bother caringwhen Im just gonna end upwhere I was all along...Do you even caredo you even understandwhy do youmake me feel that I'm worthless...
Heartbrokensilent tears cascade down my faceI breathe your nameA whisper, a sigh, i cryHow was i to know that kiss would be my lastHow was i to know i would never again find sanctuary in your armsI long for sleep but it never comes, no reliefThe grasping, aching pain in my chest never subsidesI turn awayClosing my eyes to rememberI smile,then die a little insidei thought we were meant to be together,against all the oddsHow wrong was i?A pang of jealousy, a twisted smileThe trigger takes on many formsAll i really want to say is,i love you.Still.
My Heart is on a StringMy heart is on a string,It hangs upon a stageAs you tug and pull and swing.My heart is in a cage,Sad and lost and weary,Rehearsing words upon a page.This act has made me dreary,These lights are far too bright,This plot is bleak and bleary.This puppet life, it is not right,But where else can I go?I’m still as my feet run and fight.This act is all I know,And my heart knows naught beyond this cage,My life’s become the show.Though my mind may thrash and rage,My heart won’t leave this wretched stage.
Am I Crazy?Am I crazy for loving you?They tell me that I must beThey say that you're awfulAnd that you're using meYet, I cannot believe itNay, I refuse to believe itThe words spoken frustrate meMore than you imagineI love youDoes that make me crazy?
I see the moonI see the MoonMoving in it's arc across the heavensI wish I could be that freeAnd the Moon sees meThe Moon sees the somebody I'd like to seeWhy can I see something so far awayyet I can't seem to see myself?I see the MoonIf I were the MoonWould I continue circling this broken planet?And the Moon sees meThe Moon sees the somebody I'd like to seeDoes the Moon really seeThe person I'd like to be?
Sex.love?passion?feel the need.lose your self in ecstacy.pain?hurt?feel the loss.lose your self at every cost.touch?bite?go on, harder.make me feel like i'm on fire.feeling all.deep within.waves crash.against my skin.can't breathe.can't see.your body all over me.holding tight.can we play all night?
I Can't Hear You AnymoreThe clouds are heavy tonight,And I am suffocating,Choking on my own wordsAs they fly from my mouth.You never cared about yourself,And after your death thatBecame hard to think about.(But I do anyway.)I suddenly find myself missingThe years we had spent togetherAnd how spider webs would form inThe corners of your eyes when you smiled.But the thing is that I can’t hear you anymore.I can’t remember the soundOf your voice or the feeling ofYour hands as they touched my lips.You once told me that homeIs where you lie,But I hate it here, andI hate living with these ghosts.
VacancyLife has kept goingWithout your presence in itOn the outsideIt all seems the sameBut inside meThere is a vacancyA room meant just for youLetting my thoughts wanderThey travel past your roomAnd I can only thinkA single phraseTu me manquesI miss you
Stuck In ReverseWe'd make drunken eye contactWhile sat on iron bar motorway bridgesRoad kill paved beneath usAnd diluted stars that hung above us like spiritsPassing bottles of liquor while discussing ShakespeareI'd hide behind my sleevesWe were scatter brained and tongue tiedScorched pupils and leaper fingertipsI don't know how to let go of these Polaroid memoriesWe need to plan our escape because Alice had the right ideaThe smell of stagnant rainwater is making me nauseousBecause sometimes painkillers never seem to workAnd carving words into one another is the only way we can exist.
Sex.I lied.This isn't about love-making.Or anything irrational.This is about you...About us.About how you're my first thought waking up...And my last before escaping into a deep, dark abyss called sleep.This isn't about sex.Or anything related to that.This is about my heart, intertwined with yours.Our hearts, as one...About the butterflies you give me every time you say a single vowel,And when i'm with you, the logic just d i s a p p e a r s.
PoemsMy heart beats the same for everyone but him.I cant breath, speak or move when he comes around the corner.Motionless, shocked, in awe and in love.---Scream your heart out.You will be heard.Everyone is listening.Your heart will scream.Its pounding so hard.I can hear it.Breath.Wake up baby, it's time to grow up.---I've been staining this razor for too long.I can't handle any of this anymore.Do away with me and Slit my throat.---I dont know who did,but someone put stars in your eyes.I cant stop smiling when i talk to you.---Standing aloneWaiting for you to come and stand by me.I miss you so muchThis pain is so unrealWhy do i even have to feel?Its killing me insideMy world is dark and GrayPlease come and stand with me, untill the end of day.
Staying loyalGive me a reasona reason why I should move onand continue moving forwardwhy I would be better offif I could just move onBecause I can'tand I never willI won't move onAnd I won't let it goI will hold tightI will stay herewhile others live their livesbecause I will rememberAnd I'm stuck hereEven if I could leaveI would stayI don't want to hurtI don't want to be aloneAnd I don't want to be withoutbut I will wait...For them to come homeI will stay hereI will stay putI will hold onTo the hand I cannot feelFor I have lived onceAnd I know the painTo lose the ones you loveAnd suffer from the fall
Why am I with you?"Why am I with you?"A question you seem to ask a lotMany answers can fall underWas it your face?The way you laugh?How you look for the best of me?Is it your personally?The way that we are different in many ways but we still work it outBut yet on a deeper level are the sameIs it that I still love you?Even when my heart is fill with anger or when I was just crankyI still try to see though and think back to the girl that was so innocentBeginnings were rough for usYou know that, I know thatIt is good to have reminder once in a while that we still care to one anotherBut now I walk alone on this road of broken dreamsWhere you used to walk beside meIs now left is a shadow of a broken beingI look back to see if you were still thereBut I know you move on, to a better lifeI was just a stepping stone for youI wish it didn't fall apart like thisI wish I could of turn back the clock to do it all overBut just this time do itI am with you because I gave you joy and happiness i
Trapped Within MyselfHelp meI'm trappedin hopes, dreams, expectationsin fears, doubts, and lossSomeone help meSet me freeI can't do it by myself