My Scars from LifeI feel the scarson my soulwill never fade away.The cut are so deepthat they won't ever heal.The wounds are from battlewith myself and othersAnd from carrying burdensI was not meant to carry.What has the world done to me?Why has it scarred me this way?More importantly,What scars did you contribute?
Alone, Never AgainAloneWandering through the fogwith no lightno guideAlonebutI see a glowFar away, faintbut it comes closerand, holding the light, I see,My guide,a companiona friendAlone?Never again
The Light in DarknessThere will always bedarknessdespairpovertyand warBut there will always be a lightno matter how smallto look to.We just have to believe it's there.Our light has a name.It's Hope.
Love is LoveLove is Love.Love will always be Love.No matter who it is.Boy and BoyGirl and GirlBoy and Girl.Love is Love.Love will always be Love.Why can't people just accept it?BoyfriendsGirlfriendsBest Friends.Love is Love.Love will always be Love.And that's the way it should be.
My Own Yellow Brick RoadThere is a path I must follow.Fate and coincidence will lead me.Things will try to lead my astray,but I won't let them.I knowat the end of this yellow brick roadI will find my Oz.Then, there really will be somethingover the rainbow.
This Sadness InsideWhy is it that I feel sounloved?dejected?put down?What is about you,that you won't let me choose?One push is enough.I can't take this.This sadness inside
A GuardianI need a signsomething, anythingto let me knowyour here with me.That you won't leavewhen times get tough,That you'll stay with me.I'll need a shoulder to lean onwhen the world is crumbling around me.Promise you'll stay.I'll need some form of hope.
Snow DaySnowflakes fall and flutter downdancing before they hit the ground.What to do, the children know.They'll make a person out of snow!Rolling snowballs is how they'll start.When they're finished, it's a work of art.Morning and afternoon they playfor nature sent them a snow day.
Writing the UnwrittenA blank page stares at me,waiting to be written on.But my mind is blank.There's nothing to write.No, there's always something to write.Just have to find the inspiration.Time passes,and still nothing comes to mind.Finally, I pick up my pen and write.I found my inspiration.I'm writing the unwritten.
I Don't Have A Title For This OneDon't say helloIf you can'tHandle a goodbye,Put up with the rain,Hide your broken memoriesWith tears the rain hides..Misery comes,Love, pain happiness..FadesIf a hello comes again..The goodbye..Wasn't the last one
I miss youI miss youwith all of my heartIMissYouI. n the darkness when the sun is hidden behind the earth,M. y heart aches to see you again.I. want to hear your voice, and, for all it's worth,S. orry,for feeling, being so insane.S. o sorry for not being everything you needed when,Y. ou took my hand and said you loved me.O. ut of fear I held back a while but some how, some then,U. nder all of my doubts you broke the skin, you could seeMy love for you broke free.andI.Miss.You.
StupidYou're not stupid. Just beyond the boundaries of intelligent.
CagedI am the bird,trapped in your cage.I cower inside,terrified by your rage.Please let me out.I need to take flight.The wind in my feathers,smiling in the light,but you won't let me out.You laugh at my cry,if you will not free me,please let me die.I cannot go on this way,drowning in fear,day after day,year after year,but you don't have the mercy,don't have the grace.You laugh as I scream,a smile on your face.Fine, be that way,cruel and cold,but I'm sick of playing,your games gotten old.I scratch at your hand.Free! I fly straight ahead.A window unopen,thump! Your bird is dead.You cry out,but you can't hurt me.Your birdy has just flown,and is finally free.
*Ideas we set in inkDo not mirror reality.No matter how hard we think,Our words are not actuality.In writing, all that one can doIs wish upon an asteriskAnd hope that wish comes true.
On Platonic LoveThat love is beautiful,The apple on the tree,Which endures every famine,Yet lets the apple be.That love is plentiful,The sea that hugs the shore,Which meets solely at the brink, Yet returns ever more.That love is contentful,The twine of You and Me, Which clasp our eternal strings,Yet ne'er to become We.
Why do You?You were the best that ever happened to meso why did you turn out to be this way?Do you even care about meor care that I'm still here?What has happenedthat made you to turn out this way?Why do you not talk to mewhy do I feel so left out?Do you even caredo you even know if I'm still alive?Why do you pretendthat I'm not here?What has happenedthat made me become close to youDo you understandthat I care, that I worry?Why have you hurt me....why have you made me cry...Do you even understandthat you meant a lot to me?Never had a siblingnever had a true familyso why did you hurt meor was it your intention all along?Why do I bother tryingwhy do I bother caringwhen Im just gonna end upwhere I was all along...Do you even caredo you even understandwhy do youmake me feel that I'm worthless...
VacancyLife has kept goingWithout your presence in itOn the outsideIt all seems the sameBut inside meThere is a vacancyA room meant just for youLetting my thoughts wanderThey travel past your roomAnd I can only thinkA single phraseTu me manquesI miss you
Why am I with you?"Why am I with you?"A question you seem to ask a lotMany answers can fall underWas it your face?The way you laugh?How you look for the best of me?Is it your personally?The way that we are different in many ways but we still work it outBut yet on a deeper level are the sameIs it that I still love you?Even when my heart is fill with anger or when I was just crankyI still try to see though and think back to the girl that was so innocentBeginnings were rough for usYou know that, I know thatIt is good to have reminder once in a while that we still care to one anotherBut now I walk alone on this road of broken dreamsWhere you used to walk beside meIs now left is a shadow of a broken beingI look back to see if you were still thereBut I know you move on, to a better lifeI was just a stepping stone for youI wish it didn't fall apart like thisI wish I could of turn back the clock to do it all overBut just this time do itI am with you because I gave you joy and happiness i
FadingI stand alone watching my pointless life fade a way,why not pull up a chair and watch it with me.It wont take long theres not much to see.I am ready to die. i have cried for the lest time.After every thing I am still here hurting just like you left me waiting to die.watching it all pass by. Its fading away and i stand alone,so why not pull up a chair I promise it wont take long.
Am I Crazy?Am I crazy for loving you?They tell me that I must beThey say that you're awfulAnd that you're using meYet, I cannot believe itNay, I refuse to believe itThe words spoken frustrate meMore than you imagineI love youDoes that make me crazy?
My Heart is on a StringMy heart is on a string,It hangs upon a stageAs you tug and pull and swing.My heart is in a cage,Sad and lost and weary,Rehearsing words upon a page.This act has made me dreary,These lights are far too bright,This plot is bleak and bleary.This puppet life, it is not right,But where else can I go?I’m still as my feet run and fight.This act is all I know,And my heart knows naught beyond this cage,My life’s become the show.Though my mind may thrash and rage,My heart won’t leave this wretched stage.
Hate...Hate…What is that feeling I feel inside myself?That feeling that possesses me, that wishes me to die?To waste away? To vanish?What is that feeling that tells me I am worthlessThat I am nothing but an extra? A pawn?No. Not just hate. I feel…Fear.Worry.Anger.And the worst of all…... Defeat.I wanted to be normal. I wanted to be like the rest.What I didn’t count on was not being able to be like them.What I didn’t count on was not being able to blend in with the crowd, to be normal.What I didn’t count on was to lose myself under the burden of the pressure.The wanting to be like them.Where was that voice inside of me all my life?That voice that tells me how to actThat voice that tells me how to speak.That voice that tells me how to smile.How to laugh. How to be…Just the way they are.I can’t smile.I can’t laugh.I can’t blend in.Deep inside that darkened he
Staying loyalGive me a reasona reason why I should move onand continue moving forwardwhy I would be better offif I could just move onBecause I can'tand I never willI won't move onAnd I won't let it goI will hold tightI will stay herewhile others live their livesbecause I will rememberAnd I'm stuck hereEven if I could leaveI would stayI don't want to hurtI don't want to be aloneAnd I don't want to be withoutbut I will wait...For them to come homeI will stay hereI will stay putI will hold onTo the hand I cannot feelFor I have lived onceAnd I know the painTo lose the ones you loveAnd suffer from the fall
StarsSTARSMaybe all who we knew and lost are up there nowIn the sky, when it is dark at nightShining stars that crash to the groundYou gaze at themThey give you comfortThe feeling is warm and brightThe feeling you get when you know everything is going to be alrightYou don't know whyEvery person we met is up thereLooking at that same starYou're wondering where they areYou're just seeing there hearts from afarThe dark sky helps you think clearerMakes everything betterYou can never explainHow you forget your painIt's like rainYou forgot your problems and sorrowsIn each star there is a memorySome you can't seeBecause they're too far awaySome couldn't stayAnd some you can't rememberBecause it was too many Decembers awayNothing lasts forever even a starMaybe they last yearsBut, we'll never knowIt's like losing someone you loveSo close to youAnd you don't know how you will make it through this life without their lightNow you can longer hold on to them tightYou may b
NaPoWriMo: Day 7Watch out.She’s a devil,that one.Glad for her spine,& her teeth,even God hands fear her.For she has arched her backfor a flower-womanwith sin drippingfrom her fingers-who taught herhow to laughlike the stars.
Trapped Within MyselfHelp meI'm trappedin hopes, dreams, expectationsin fears, doubts, and lossSomeone help meSet me freeI can't do it by myself